THE AWESOME AND EPIK; PEZDISPENZER

sooo uh my parents like gave brith to me or something. yeah. I'm awesome, I know.

You.. want to know more? What is there to know? Whatever. I'll try to satisfy your foolish requests.

You can probably learn a lot about me from my other pages or just my other websites. I'll also try to make a page full of infodumps if you wanna see what I'm interested in. Oh, check out my friend, Rowan! She is the one who inspired me to do this. She also showed me how to navigate this kinda stuff. THANK YOU ROWY WE LOVE YOU !!!

wait, have I even properly introduced myself? Well, you can call me Spencer. well, when online, I prefer pez or its variants. My pronouns are he/they/xe! I am a transmasculine (male) catgendered femboy! woaw, what a mouthful. I am straight(women,,), objectum(yikes!), and on the aroace spectrum. For the sake of our sanity, I will not go into detail. I AM A MINOR! Please do not be weird about it. I am cringe, I know. I love cringe. I think everyone should freely be themselves as long as they dont hurt others:3

I started this website knowing absolutely nothing about HTML, CSS, all that good stuff. I still don't know anything! I made this website as a shrine to myself, to have fun and share this piece of me with whoever is willing. Something I'm sure you all regret lmao. I grew up on the internet, it's hurt and helped me in many ways. This is me giving back to what raised me(that sounds like my parents didn't. uhm. I love my parents very much and I'm very grateful for all they've done for me. I unfortionally cannot type less than three but I definetly would).

What I'm listening to!

I would very much call myself a melomaiac, I LOVE music and listen to it almost 24/7. Due to this, my music taste cahnges every so often. I make monthly playlists along with other playlists. I make some on my oc's too, feel free to look at those!

This is my first and longest playlist. Has basically every song I know and more! The first songs are a little on the cringier side, even for me! I made this years ago.

Some of my issues

phyaical

• Endometriosis. Still waiting for an ultrasound, but my family(unfortionally) has a history.
• underweight. I HAVE A FAST METABOLISM I SWEAR.
• toe infection. sigh
• NEVER ENDING MIGRANE

mental

• I was finally disgnosed with anxiety and depression! I think.
• I am autistic, and I do not think its some kind of superpower or whatver shit people spout. It is a disability, and I see it as such. I am self-diagnosed, but I have done years of research and I'm still learning everyday. I do not have access to a professional diagnosis.
• I may have OCD. I am still in the researching phase but I find that it may be likely. Autism is often misdiagnosed as OCD, and they have a bunch of overlapping symptoms which makes it harder. I have noticed things that align with OCD and not autism in myself, which is why it is a possibility.
• Healing from DPDR!

Confused? RESEARCH. Thats pretty much the only response I can give. If you want to ask me personally about something, feel free to leave it in the guestbook! If I don't leave a link here for it, I'll add it later.